bees

location:couch, christmas tree lights and the sound of rain melting the snow. environment:midnite- midmorning solitude313am * Bees perform a valuable service for the flowers from which they steal. morality is certainly worth losing sleep to ponder. more and more i seem to get carried away in these old fashioned moral bottlenecks that i used to leave me cold. instead of mellow me out age has seemed to make me more high strung and anxious. Nowadays i worry like my mother, about things that are highly unlikey, you know like floods and mass murder. since these things do happen i suppose it might make sense to systmaticaly play out worse case scenerios and give your reaction time a booster, but i tend toward the thinking that to constantly think some specific outcome is to call it into being or even shall i go so far as to say to pray for it. that is where the moral side taking comes into the equation...i am left drawing straws at what i honestly know to be true in my heart of heart or what i have been been told.