godess's of ottawa

location: fifth and kent
environment: space

wonderful dreams of imagination stretched all the way to latin america. trying new things, curiuos stamering, running, taking turns on a bike and a academic snuggle. simple goals, ones like shoes painted with oil or climbing a namesake tree. i have 100 pages to go in a book designed to "start verbal brawls and intellectual fistfights" halafu it gets shipped to chicago. raising malawi on opera and fretting about what will happen to lucky'substance abuse. rockstar vancouver video games on hockey intermission... i missed my chance for a sweat lodge, to get mom to buy me a used jacket. i love her cooking but it feels like an opulant vacation.

october

location: london, cyberspace, kijiji toronto
environment: numb, maleable, flexible

searching out a new humble abode in a city i swore as a kid i would never live in. today the fear that griped me was job fear not to be confused with city fear. i called because the thought of traveling on the greyhoud, then along the danforth made me helpless, lost, immediately after my expectations were away, i could breathe. so today i am faced with some options do i take a house in town with the professor and his kids, cooking and babysiting (400) deal or move out crazy town downsview for (300)
ohhhh woe