ottawadreaming

location: italy and china
environment: laughing and crying

fighting the shamans
feeding the grandfathers
filling a belled bundle
with prosperity
circling the coyote soul
my honesty appreciated by all but me
i hate the pain of remaining calm, adult
whislt i sip tea with the demon called doubt
passing over the missisipi to make a surprise for sadie
arriving in the dark of nite
on the scent of borrowed burning motor oil
lost from perth to calaboggie
to honor a mother fox
with tabacco and presence
struck dead by a murderous motorist
i celebrate the freedom i own
a symbol of all things good and bad
a space in which to be oneself
safe from peer pressure and expectation
making jokes at myself to better understand
my place in the universeal cosmos of my own body
how can my ego exist in a consctruct of oneness
to intergrate being a goddess heart in the skin
of a woman with authority and inferiority issues
born to take on the ancestoral evidence of time
i give it a respectuful burial in the roadside ditch
to practice the begining, middle and end of everything
that ever exsisted