origin of white bread

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home:late by candle light

origin of white bread
what is the point of having a point?
where something is going is dependant on where it once was.
problems i have been giving to myself
stem from a place of fertile fear
doubt abandoning reason, i could blind my eyes away from light
expressing attachment to a particular outcome,
desiring instead to be free
from a cage of expectations and hurt feelings
an unsaitable appetite of longing,
a hole in each human that is daily filled with more
money, rest, work, peace, hate, love, bread
what is the meaning full circle?
is it like ending at the starting line?
recognizing the point in the pattern you have been into before
when water boils to vapour or freezes to ice;
does it not rejoice to return
to the liquid fluidity of it's medium point,
volitile to neither extreme
once more, resting on the line of a room temperature
everything needs it's perspective constantly evaluated
excited instead to include the practice
of having everything i need
plus pain
be aware of a remote control
on my own wants or at the very least,
the way i go about negoitiating their reality recipe
create the wholeness of experience as a compliment
pinprick point of profound time complete in cycle
to see one self; and to see all as one.